Saturday, 4 July 2015

June's reading material...

Wow... we're half way through the year, and the days are now getting shorter again... it doesn't seem
two minutes since it was the end of January!

We are enjoying (?!) something of a heatwave at present... last week we had a day where it got to 33c here .. it's a bit cooler now, but really muggy, which leaves me wanting to do nothing but impressions of a wilting damsel forced to lay upon the chaise longue and and read...

Anyway, June was a month of re-reads... for some reason I needed comfort reads and familiar books - though for once I didn't automatically go back to the Falls Chance Ranch series - probably because I'd only re-read them a month or so ago (though I did dip in and out of the short stories).

Leaving re-reads aside, my absolute stand out favourite this month was Carry the Ocean by Heidi Cullinan - an excellent portrayal of characters who suffer from ASD and severe depression, and a minor paraplegic character.  Hard to read in places but so, so worth it.

Honourable mentions to Life, Some Assembly Required by Kaje Harper and The Art of Breathing by T.J. Klune (which I am hopeful will get it's sequel and the final book in the Bear, Otter and the Kid series soon).

I haven't included in the list the 23 DRiTC stories from this year's Love is an Open Road event that I have also read.  I will do a follow up post when I've read a few more to record my favourites.

So the full list...

1. Bear, Otter & The Kid - T.J. Klune (r)
2. Who We Are - T.J. Klune
3. The Art of Breating - T.J. Klune
4. Knight of Ocean Avenue - Tara Lain
5. Carry the Ocean - Heidi Cullinan
6. Murder & Mayhem - Rhys Ford
7. Life, Some Assembly Required - Kaje Harper
8. Inherit the Sky - Ariel Tachna (r)
9. Chase the Stars - Ariel Tachna (r)
10. Outlast the Night - Ariel Tachna (r)
11. Conquer the Flames - Ariel Tachna (r)
12. Cherish the Land - Ariel Tachna
13. My Cowboy Promises - Z.A. Maxfield
14. Saving Faithless Creek - Andrew Grey
15. Caught! - J.L. Merrow (r)
16. Slam! - J.L. Merrow (r)
17. Let it Snow - Heidi Cullinan (r)
18. Sleigh Ride - Heidi Cullinan (r)
19. Strength of the Pack - Kendall Mckenna (r)
20. Strength of the Wolf - Kendall McKenna (r)
21. Strength o the Mate - Kendall Mckenna (r)

Monday, 1 June 2015

May there be books.........

So, May... the start of summer... or in my case the new year... no seriously, the financial year at work ends on 30th April... before that life is, well, hectic is an understatement... add to the the fact that of course I don't have enough stress at work so I needed a writing prompt and story to write in 7 or so weeks...

Which of course means, in May I relax, and do rather more reading than I've managed in recent months.

There was a lot of comfort re-reading as well this month - I needed fluffy... I am all for dark, gritty books, books that make you think, books that frighten... but sometimes sugar is needed

That said, highlight book of the month was the long awaited fourth book in the Deputy Joe series - Requiem in Leather by James Buchanan.  It's been a while since I read the first three books, but just pages in and I am fully immersed back in the story because Joe's voice is so distinctive.  It's really difficult to write in dialect consistently but these books are a masterclass in how to do it. Not just that but the characters four books in are still evolving, and while this story might have been quite light on the mystery side the relationship between Joe and Kabe is changing as this time we learnt more about Kabe.

Other highlights -

Hoarfrost, the 6th Whyborne & Griffin book.  Again, this is a series which gets better - sure I wasn't so keen on Necropolis (which was book 4) but the author keeps the stories fairly fresh by moving the MC's around and expanding on their backstory as well as on their current relationship.

A couple of very good fantasies gave me the escapism I needed - The Courtship of Julian St Albans, though rather on the long side, was a good alternative reality type story - think Regency manners with added magic ... and Burn the Sky by Jaye Mackenna was a very well don full on fantasy with dragon shifters.

I am going to mention Crash & Burn here - the Cut & Run series were amongst the first books I read in M/M - in fact Cut & Run was the first but when I read it the first three books were out already and I made my way through them quickly.  Until Armed & Dangerous I was really enjoying the series, but books 7 and 8 fell a little short for me.  While there were a lot of loose ends to tie up in the final book, and the storyline did get a bit tangled at times, I did enjoy the grand finale for Ty and Zane - though I've a feeling we've not seen the last of them as minor characters which is kind of a nice feeling - like they are happy there in the background.

Okay, so, the list in full.........

1. A Little Bit Country - S.J. Frost (r)
2. Hoarfrost - Jordan L Hawk
3. Truth & Tenderness - Tere Michaels
4. The Courtship of Julian St Albans - Amy Crook
5. Need for Dale - Sean Michael
6. An Intrepid Trip to Love - Charlie Cochet (r)
7. Healing Hunter's Heart - Charlie Cochet
8. Crash & Burn - Abigail Roux
9. Burn the Sky - Jaye McKenna
10. Down & Dirty - Rhys Ford
11. A Tooth for a Fang - Liv Olteano
12. A Thoreau Affair - Hunter Frost
13. Fire & Water - Andrew Grey
14. Mannies Incorporated - Sean Michael
15. A Home of His Own - Sean Michael
16. And Manny makes Seven - Sean Michael
17. Requiem in Leather - James Buchanan
18. Love Lessons - Heidi Cullinan (r)
19. Fever Pitch - Heidi Cullinan (r)
20. Blind Faith - N.R. Walker (r)
21. Through these Eyes - N.R. Walker
22. Blindsided - N.R. Walker
23. Pride & Perilous - Mark McNease
24. The Blinding Light - Renae Kaye (r)
25. The Pack of the Panther - Tara Lain
26. Shawn's Law - Renae Kaye
27. How to Howl at the Moon - Eli Easton

Next month sees the start of the DRiTC postings - so lots of short stories to come.  I will probably do a post on my favourites but I won't list everyone and those under 20k won't be included on my books read this month list.

Wednesday, 27 May 2015

Coming Soon.... Reubaltach Cridhe

So, my story for this year's DRiTC event is complete and was submitted (more or less on time).  Yes,
those two totally unpronounceable words - that's the title... it's Gaelic... it means Rebellious Hearts.

It's another historical story, first person narration and I am hopeful that readers like it.  As usual though, I won't be reading any reviews.

It comes in at just over 20,000 words - so the second longest of the five stories I've written for the event.  I am not having a cover made (I couldn't do it myself given I've the artistic talent of a squashed fly biscuit) so will have the standard cover for the event - but that's fine as it will match the previous year's stories.

I was very fortunate to have four beta readers, two friends who predominately read M/M (Kat and Elci) and are fantastic cheerleaders particularly in times of me having one of my "I can't do it" moments.  One highly regarded and rated author in the genre (whose support for my writing over the last four years has been invaluable - thank you Kaje) and my poor friend (Rachel the Witch) who I know from back in the day when we both read and wrote Girls Own fan fic and original stories - I say poor friend because she doesn't read M/M and is "allergic" to romance and very cynical when it comes to a HEA.  She bravely followed me from GO through general YA fantasy and into M/M without thought to her personal safety........ she's also developed a fondness for multicoloured highlighters which use uses to mark my drafts into a veritable rainbow of things for me to review..

As always I am amazed by the fantastic team that organise the event. They are all non professionals in the publishing world, and I think most also have full time jobs and families to balance with running what is now a huge event.  My editor this year got my story back to me very quickly (with thankfully only minor queries and a mass of grammar issues - seriously, I am going to insist that Yorkshire break away and develop their own coma).  I whizzed through the edits - rectifying the random floating body parts - and sent it back.  I am now with the formatting and QA teams.  No release date, I won't know until about 3 days before it comes out, but I am guessing sometime towards the end of June.  I am quite excited, but I am sure I'll get over that........

Tuesday, 19 May 2015

Intensive treatment......

So, if you've followed this blog for a while you might recall about 3 years ago I pulled a teeny tiny hang nail on a toe of my right foot.... and 24 hours later ended up seriously ill with cellulitis... my doctors gave me antibotics but the swelling in my leg caused by the infection never went down, and it was eventually decided that I'd probably got lymphodaema....I got a referral to a specialist lymphodaema nurse who is part of the McMillan Nursing Service (as lympodaema is most commonly associated with post surgery for cancer).

Anyway.... fast forward three years and I am at my wits end.... in that time I've seen my nursing specialist only a handful of times (not her fault, the service is a charity, and the lymphoaedma service is very poorly funded, with only one specialist for the whole of the county).  My own doctors is about as useful as a chocolate teapot.... seriously, one time I went to the doctors three times in one week and saw three different doctors none of which were my own.

For three years I have battled on my own, with only a pair of bondage stockings (okay, pressure garments) which I wasn't told should have been replaced ever 3 - 4 months.  But I couldn't wear them anyway as I had a sore patch on my leg.......

I was starting to get horribly depressed about my leg.... the main feeling being I'd like to take a chain saw to it at the knee and get rid of the thing totally - seriously it's like having an elephant's leg attached to my knee.... anyway, with some prompting from my counsellor (who had other evil ideas about me looking at it for 10 minutes a day and thinking about how I feel about it...... seriously with the chainsaw...) I phoned the specialist nurse with a plea for help....... she was off sick and I saw a stand in who didn't know what to do with me..... but thought she might no someone else who might......

As a result, I had a referral to the leg clinic.... I first went back at the end of April..... and they ummed and ahhed over my leg... then suggested I could take 4 weeks off work and go into a nursing home on bed rest with my leg elevated...... when I pointed out to them, hello full time job, 4 dogs, 2 cats, no one else at home, get a grip... they agreed to try something else.....

So, yesterday I pottered along after work for my first session of wrapping.... the idea being basically to squeeze the hell out of my leg till the fluid has no option but to bugger off elsewhere...

What they do is put on a layer of padded bandages, then another layer, then another... then top it all off with conforming bandages...... essentially it's like having a plaster cast on the lower half of my leg (my toes poke out - I may paint my nails)... but the cast is soft and I can walk on it, and drive, and basically carry on as normal (except for the whole point and laugh thing by small children who don't understand and whose parents are too fucking numb to tell them that it's rude to stare/point/laugh)

Today I had the first wrapping taken off, and the leg has shrunk quite a bit, but the bandage slipped so when today's went on... it's gone on lots tighter and higher, I can only just bend my knee.  But hopefully it will work.  If they squeeze enough out on Friday when they take off the wrap then they will measure me for more bondage stockings - only these will be higher strength and will be replaced more frequently.

Anyway, the upshot of all this is that I am feeling all over the place at the moment.... I want to be treated to help my leg, but wish to hell this had been addressed three years ago when it all kicked off.  It's not something I will ever recover from - I will live with lymphodaema for the rest of my life - but hopefully we can get it all to a manageable level....

Thursday, 30 April 2015

April's reading selection

This happens a lot when I am reading!
This month has been taken up quite a bit with writing rather than reading as the Love Landscapes
story is due by 1st May (well it should be I've a short extension to finish up my edits as my four wonderful beta readers have sent me a shed load of comments to consider)

I also had to ban myself from reading anything good... or save it for a reward, which I did...... in fact at one stage I decided that to push myself into writing I was only allowed to read het erotica.... I ended up writing my story in a little under two weeks..... it's just about 20k words so not the longest in the world, and unexpectedly in first person POV - though that did cause a little dilemma, I asked my research assistants to give me a "blow by blow" *snicker* account of someone going down on them so I could get the right reactions for my narrator when it happens for the first time to him........ apparently, all those long winded and descriptive paragraphs you read about how it feels are wrong... because all three of my assistants said, "it starts with a sort of "oh wow" and then your brain goes off line"....

Anyway back to the books.....

Favourite reads this month were three that were someway above four stars for me - Cherish & Blessed by Tere Michaels is two stories that have previously been published in her Faith & Fidelity Series that I'd not read as standalone books.  I am glad I caught up with this series before the 6th book is published. Axel's Pup which is a well written BDSM/paranormal book with a very intersting take on wolf society and finally Restless Spirits by Jordan L Hawk which is a paranormal historical with ghost hunters and as usual with this author some very well written female minor characters.

So the whole list.....

1. Cherished & Blessed - Tere Michaels
2. In Your Eyes - Cardeno C.
3. A Clean Break - Keira Andrews
4. A Way Home - Keira Andrews
5. Axel's Pup - Kim Dare
6. Mark Cooper vs America - Lisa Henry & J.A Rock (r)
7. Brandon Mills vs the V card - Lisa Henry & J.A. Rock (r)
8. Morning Report - Sue Brown (r)
9. Complete Faith - Sue Brown (r)
10. Papa's Boy - Sue Brown (r)
11. Her Dom, her doctor & her daddy - Emily Tilton (m/f pure smut)
12. Out of the Rain - Hollis Shiloh
13. Training Lady Townesend - Annabel Joseph (m/f)
14. To Tame a Countess - Annabel Joseph (m/f)
15. My Naughty Minette - Annabel Joseph (m/f)
16. Under a Duke's Hand - Annabel Joseph (m/f)
17. Restless Spirits - Jordan L Hawk
18. Silver Bullet - Rolf & Ranger (r)
19. all the Falls Chance Ranch short stories - Rolf & Ranger (r)
20. Culpeper's Complete Herbal - Nicholas Culpeper (research)

Friday, 17 April 2015

Writing tunes......

I am in the midst of writing my DRiTC story for the Love's Landscapes event... and as usual have been listening to a lot of music as I write.

Two songs though have stuck in my head during this process, both for very different reasons, and I thought I'd share them here...

The first, well, the first line of the song is something that one of my characters does...


(yeah, I know there had to be a Frightened Rabbit track involved)

The second is a very old favourite that has always resonated for this particular pacifist...


Tuesday, 7 April 2015

Mad March Reading

Not much was done in the way of reading in March... mainly because I was up to my eyeballs in research for my DRiTC project (which I mapped out - freaked myself out over then had to scale back massively after I wrote 5K and scrapped it in a hissy fit)

Stand out book for me this month was Heat Trap - the third of the Plumbers Mate books by J.L. Merrow.  Followed by another third in a series -  Scrap by Josephine Myles. I also enjoyed the cowboy historical - End of The Trail by Jane Elliot (though this one definitely won't be for everyone as there is some M/F sex in it.

So - the full list

Monsters Under the Bed - Susan Laine
No Enemy But Time - Angel Martinez
Bayne & Lucas - Kayci Morgan (PIFM book)
Dear Mr President - Adam Fitzroy
End of the Trail - Jane Elliot
Blood in the Water - Tami Veldura
Bromance to Romance - Elizabeth Daniels
Until the Bitter End - L.L. Bucknor
Murder 101 - Faye Kellerman (non M/M)
Heat Trap - J.L. Merrow
Scrap - Josephine Myles
Splintered - SJD Peterson
Not Just a Kiss - Jennah Scott
With Abandon - J.L. Langley (r)
More than Just A Good Book - Sloan Parker
This Too - Isla James
Assassins Love - Sammy Goode
Falls Chance Ranch - Rolf & Ranger (r)
Three Traders - Rolf & Ranger (r)
Mustang Hill - Rolf & Ranger (r)

Why yes, I did end the month with some comfort re-reads.... and I've started April the same way.

So far I've managed to stick well to the only 1 book purchase a month rule (though I had 2 new books this month because I forgot I'd ordered Scrap back before Christmas).  However, that's kind of all fallen apart as I got $25 ARe voucher from a friend for my birthday.......... I also picked up some freebies for Earth Month and on Amazon...... which means that I am currently at 272 on the Kindle..... which is hardly much of a dint in the just over 300 I started the year with..... I have a horrible feeling I am going to end up with more books on the Kindle come New Year's Eve this year than I started the year with.......

Saturday, 21 March 2015

Finally... February reading....

Better late than never.... I did read books in February... but it was a short month, and there weren't that many of them.........

Favourite book by a long way was Butterfly Hunter by Julie Bozza.... I want to read the rest... damn book buying ban!  The other stand out was my re-read of Hard Tail.  I am always skeptical when I re-read a book I loved that I will not like it as much - no problems here, and this has now made it to my buy in paperback list (which I shall do at the UK Meet in September)

The total list....

1. Butterfly Hunter – Julie Bozzza
2. Science and Fiction – Ray Van Fox
3. Fall into You – Posy Roberts
4. Jackdaw – K.J. Charles
5. Mauled – S.J.D. Peterson
6. The Archers of Kynthos – K.M. Harty
7. A Case of Spirits – K.J. Charles
8. Hard Tail – J.L. Merrow (re-read)
9. Charon’s Dilemma – Eloreen Moon
10. Yarulf’s Duty – Vicktor Alexander
11. Blackbird Knitting in a Bunny’s Lair – Amy Lane
12. El Presidio Drives North – Romero Domashita
13. The Forgotten Holocaust – Scott Mariani (non M/M)
14. Triskelion – Jana Denardo
15. Miles and the Magic Flute – Heidi Cullinan
16. Jaden’s Honour – Sassy Lane
17. Training Season – Leta Blake
18. Murder at Pride Lodge – Mark McNease

Sunday, 1 March 2015

Normal Service Will Resume Shortly

I know, its March already and I've not summarised February, or done the book's read list.... and the reason for this tardiness?  It's prompt weekend over at the Goodreads M/M Group.

For the last week the organising team have accepted 200 prompts from members and this weekend they are up for "adoption" by prospective writers.

This year I was going to try for something different - possibly a paranormal or fantasy....... but, well, after trying to ignore a historical for nearly 24 hours I started sneaking a bit of research into my afternoon, then some more, and before I knew it I had a prompt.

So, here is my companion for the next couple of months, and the prompt that has been given to guide us on our way...


As you can see we’re in Scotland. The year is 1745 and the Jacobite rebellion spells disaster for the Highland clansmen who followed Bonnie Prince Charlie into battle against the English.

It’s so not the right time for this man to fall in love which of course means that, inevitably, he does. But with who? A fellow rebel? An English soldier? A man from a rival clan?

I leave the details in your capable hands, dear Author, but if you could find room in your story for a couple of Gaelic endearments and that fabulous horse he’s riding, I’d be thrilled.

Could you please make sure that my lovely highlander finds happiness— even after Prince Charlie has fled the blood-soaked battlefield at Culloden.



So, there we have it... I've already got names for my characters, and the horse (who is called Bran) ... I now just need to tell their story :)

Sunday, 22 February 2015

Don't ask me to smile please.........

I have a problem. 
I need to update my driving licence
Not a problem... just send off the form and fee to the DVLA and ta da! they will send you back your new updated photocard and paper licence.

So the problem (well aside from the fact I really object to having to pay a fee for the privilege of updating my licence) ... I need to have a photograph done to send with the licence application.

It's a well known fact that I don't do photographs... being in them that is... I know a lot of people don't like having their photograph taken (and I totally understand this - particularly those who have body image issues) but for me it's a little beyond "not liking" photographs of myself.

Point a camera at me and I will disappear in the opposite direction as fast as I can.... usually I can get out of range before I melt down, but persist with the need to take my photo and I will probably either burst into tears or throw up on you.  It's not simply a case of not liking it, it freaks me out completely.

Yes, I do actually have a phobia of having my photograph taken (which I couldn't find a formal name for - photophobia being the fear of bright light ... and I've had that too in the past when I was sick with PTC/BIH)... This something that's developed over the last ten years or so from a couple of incidents involving cameras wielded by people I didn't know in public places - so not entirely irrational, but it totally feels that way.  

In the next week I need to face this though (it's either that or end up with massive fine for not updating my licence).  At the moment I've managed 3 false starts in going to the photo booth - twice I didn't manage to get to the shop where it is at all, before I parked the car I'd started feeling like I would be sick and started shaking, so just drove around and went homeagain. Today I made it into the shop and to the photo booth, and then straight past it and out the other side of the shop.... I even made it back to the car before bursting into tears. I just couldn't do it.

All I need is a small passport photograph of myself... and I just cannot make myself go and get it done.... at least not just yet... I shall have to have another attempt during the week.

Thursday, 5 February 2015

Books for an Arctic January

Better late than never....
Not me, but seriously, this is our weather at present

I am struggling to go online of an evening after work at present - mainly because my kitchen is, well, warmer inside the fridge than out... and the combination of cold and post work tiredness is sending me to the sofa in front of the fire pretty early on in the evening.  So, while I have five minutes waiting for my dinner to cook (white bean chili with rice) I shall finally update on the books I read in January.

This was, of course, the start of my not buying any books this year challenge.... so most of the titles will be old ones.

Favourite book this month was my new purchase - Red Dirt Heart 4 by N.R. Walker - which is the final book in this series and one I am seriously considering buying in paperback to re-read. Honourable mentions to The Fall by Kate Sherwood, Venetian Masks by Kim Fielding, Enigma by Lloyd A Meeker and Winter Hearts by Fyn Alexander.

I will also mention Consent by A.J. Rose, this book has people in two camps - mainly because there is a lot of "on screne" abuse of one of the secondary (female) characters. I personally thought it was very well done, necessary to progress the plot and not overly glamourised, but I do appreciate that it will divide people's opinion - not just because of it being fairly graphic violence against a woman in their M/M book, but also because it takes the focus away from Ben and Gavin and their relationship.  That said, I did enjoy the book.

1. The Last Thing He Needs - J.H. Knight
2. Safe in his arms- Renae Kaye
3. The Fall - Kate Sherwood
4. Venetian Masks - Kim Fielding
5. Blue Mountain - Cardeno C.
6. That Day in Spring - B.J. Sheppard (LL)
7. Red Dirt Heart 4 - N. R. Walker
8. Death Trick - Richard Stevenson
9. Island House - Bru Baker
10. Enigma - Lloyd A. Meeker
11. The Bridge on the River Wye - Adam Fitzroy
12. Window - Ali Maclagan (LL)
13. Winter Hearts - Fyn Alexander
14. Not as Easy as it Looks - Jamie Samms
15. Consent - A.J. Rose
16. Noah - Ben Ryder
17. Flight of Magpies - K.J. Charles
18. Marketing Beef - Rick Bettencourt (LL)
19. Fighting Instinct - Mary Calmes
20. Overkill - Elizabeth Daniels (LL)
21. Waiting, Hoping, Wishing - Nic Starr (LL)
22. Zippadicious - A.R. Noble (LL)
23. Caught Running - Urban & Roux (r)


And so onwards to February and trying to read and stay warm....

Saturday, 31 January 2015

January - in summary....

So, I've lapsed badly as a regular blogger.... but mainly because my life really isn't that interesting.  Instead, I thought I'd try a monthly summary, more than anything to give me something to look back on.

Firstly, it is January, obviously, so I guess I started the year with good intentions for lots of things.  My main goals for the year were to try eat more healthily, to knit a hat each month and to not by more than 1 e-book a month for the year.  More on those shortly...

Work takes up a great deal of my life.... after all 35 hours a week in the office, plus additional time when required, is half your life. when you factor in that you don't get much done when sleeping.  January for me marks the start of the descent into hell..... or the approach of financial year end on 30th April.  This year is my first experience of year end as a team leader.  My team are great, but apart from myself and my deputy, they are all trainees, 5 of them.... yep, I am the newest team leader, have the largest team and the most trainees.... managing them and my stress over the next three month is going to be a challenge.  I have lost around 60% of my own work time in supervision and answering random queries, as well as the various management and reporting things I need to do.  It's a challenge I'll admit, but I actually kind of enjoy it.  We are that busy at work at present that the previously thought to be mythical creature "paid overtime" was not only spotted lurking but allowed for three Saturdays in January. I took up two days, and would have done today, but alas that was not to be.

In fact, I've not been in work at all since Monday.  I have a virus.... a pesky horrible virus of the "rest, keep warm and drink plenty of fluids" variety as medicine will do bugger all for it.  So that has been my week, in between some amazing swings of temperature and feeling extremely dizzy and sick, I have been resigned to lying on the sofa.  Well kind of... I got bored.  By Wednesday, I'd convinced myself I was going to be better enough to work the following day, and logged on to work to clear some e-mails.  Thursday, I got half way through getting ready to go in before I realised I was being slightly optimistic as I did a great impression of a delicate fainting flower halfway through trying to get dressed.  And well, if I couldn't manage that there was no way I was going to manage to dig my car out and drive to work - it was snowing quite heavily still at the time and dread things had been forecast. So yes, I stayed home, and on Friday, though i did put in about 4 hours of work in checking my team's stuff and dealing with e-mails.

Today, I ventured out for the first time .... it was either that or I was going to go ever so slightly round the twist with cabin fever... seriously, I'd not seen a living person in about a week, and the dogs are not the best conversationalists in the world.  So I popped out for a few hours, and had a lovely time first with my mum, then with my sister and her partner, before hitting the shops on the way home.  I was out for about 5 hours... and I am now rather knackered! I shall be back on my sofa shortly........

I feel the dogs are going to give a huge sigh of relief on Monday when I do go to work... it's annoyed them no end to have me hanging about disrupting their routine for the week.  The cats however seem to think having me at their beck and call is a wonderful invention and that I should in fact cater to their every whim.... or they will scream.... loudly... really, really loudly.

Between work and being ill, I've not managed to write more than a very silly short that was posted a few entries back on the blog, and two 100 word drabbles for the YA GLBT group on Goodreads.  I need to try harder at that.

Mind you, my kitchen, where the lap top is, is not the warmest room in the house, and with some very cold (okay, non Brits stop laughing at what my version of very cold is) weather combined with not having heating has made it impossible to work of an evening as it's just to cold.  I am hopeful however that there will be a new heating system in my immediate future, I just need to get a couple of quotes and arrange a date for a new boiler and 6 radiators to be put in.... .then once that's done... I can start thinking about re-doing the bathroom (I have plans to work through the whole house in the next 18 months - 2 years..... whether it happens that fast who knows)

So, onto the three goals....

Yep, this month I have indeed managed to buy just one e-book.  Everything else (21 books) have been ones already on my Kindle.  I will post a list tomorrow with some thoughts... I am hoping to try finish another before bed time.

The knitting of the hat has been stalled at the starting line.... the reason for this is Gretchen.... I knit my hats in Aran weight usually, on 5mm dpns, I have some lovely smooth wooden ones.... or I did ... until the little swine of a hell hound managed to grab them out the project bag, at which time I'd done about 2 inches of ribbing for the first hat, and promptly drag it all behind the sofa and chew the needles to match sticks. (She is not a popular dog this month.... she also found her way into the cupboard where I kept the emergency dry dog food - they usually eat raw, but I always have 2kg sack of good quality grain free dry food in just in case I run out, get snowed in, the bag of fresh meat isn't as fresh as it should be etc - anyway... it was a new bag, when I got home it was an empty ripped to pieces bag all over the floor, with the contents disappeared into four very over stuffed hell hounds.... I know it was her, the others wouldn't have thought to try the cupboards)  Anyway, I have new DPN's on order..... they are metal... try chewing them hell hound!

And finally, the healthy eating.  This is not a diet, as soon as I even think of it as a diet I will stop doing it and just think "fuck it" and going back to my usual bad habits.  The aim, is to eat three proper meals, not eat after 8 pm, drink enough fluids to keep me hydrated and try to cut down on carbs.  Breakfast and lunch I've always been pretty good at, but living on my own my evening meal can be a bit hit and miss, and more miss usually.  If I don't know what I want then I have a bad habit of grazing round the kitchen on junk until I fix on something and usually that isn't something healthy.  I don't go a bundle on processed food - though I will eat Quorn products - but cooking takes time and when you are cold and tired that isn't something you really want when you get home from work.  I've been doing a lot more meal planning, using the slow cooker to batch cook stuff and have changed my shopping delivery to Sunday so I've a full fridge to start the week.  I've not only tried to cut carbs right back (I had my first pasta of the year last night and I've not had a jacket potato yet) but I've also cut back other obviously not good for me things, like cake, cheese, chocolate etc.  I've not cut them out altogether, which would just make them a craving food, though I've not had any desire to eat cake at all.  Instead I've bought some high quality stuff I wouldn't usually have and had them as a treat..... oh I've also developed a really bad addiction to fresh lychees............ anyway, the healthy eating has worked, and somewhere along the month I've lost just about a stone in weight without actually really trying....... who knows, maybe I can keep this up.......

So yeah that was January 2015.... quite a good month on the whole except for the virus and the snow.... oh and patches of Gretchen!

Sunday, 18 January 2015

18 days in..... the 2015 book buying ban...

So, a small achievement... 18 days in and I've finally got the number of unread books on my Kindle down to below 300!!

Okay, so in that time I've also picked up 3 freebies, and I bought my January allowed book - I was going to wait till then end of the month to decide what to buy, but I really needed to read the final installment of the Red Dirt Heart books - but yes, I am under 300

Not buying books when you are used to a "see it, want it, buy it" mentality is hard.... I've cut down visiting Amazon, ARe, DSP etc ... but I still see all the new shiny books coming up on my Goodreads feed, not to mention on Twitter where I follow a huge variety of authors and publishers.  But so far I have managed to avoid just deciding "fuck it" and going on a book buying binge... it hasn't been easy because work is hectic and stressing me out.  At the same time I am trying eat healthily, and this means that I can no longer reach for the cheese or chocolate when I am having a bad day, but I can't buy books either.... and my fall back of buying myself shower gel fell by the wayside when my lymph system went nuts a few years ago and my skin decided to become too sensitive to anything remotely scented.

As a result though, since Christmas I have bought myself a number of new clothes, a stack of new dog bedding, pretty yarn and some other bits and pieces I really didn't need.... this is where I don't look too closely at the whole buying things to make me feel better rather than facing what's bothering me... yup... if I admit that then my counsellor is going to have a field day....

So, I shall continue... next goal is to get below 250 books.... I can do this....

Saturday, 3 January 2015

The Battle of The Orange..... (a very silly story)

The actual Orange of Chocolate Goodness
(photo courtesy of our heroine)
And thus the Elci spoke … “Gather 'round children and listen to the tale of The Battle of the Orange.....

Once upon a time a Good Fairy bought to the magical land of Austria, a special jewel of such tremendous beauty that it split a family apart.... For it was a sphere of the darkest chocolate, flavoured with orange which, when smacked on the bottom (something the head of this family is very talented in doing) would fall into segments for sharing. But there was a disagreement over the sharing of such a fabulous thing and a terrible conflict commenced.

The three warring factions took up arms...well one of them did... for he was The Top and had taken possession of the jewel and was prepared to defend his prize by fair means or foul... to wit he paced the length of the study, where the sphere of chocolaty orange goodness was held, brandishing the a heavy, wooden paddle of evilness, in a truly menacing manner...

Sadly one of the combatants, an uncommmon houseboy (genus: brattus domesticus) was an early casualty of the war. Not injured in combat, but instead sidelined through a nasty virus and capture by the enemy. He was confined to a prison cell, and forced to lie in a giant bed, where a large grizzly stood guard over him... his fate is alas unknown as in due course he will appear before “The Court of The Top” for “Trial by Dominant” over the matter of neglecting his health and failing to get his flu jab... alas his punishment is expected to be severe and possibly quite painful….

And so, this leaves just one brave warrior to tale on The Top and retrieve The Chocolate Orange of Gloriousness....

Though she is the youngest and smallest of the three factions, and one who due to the rules of her own beliefs did not carry a weapon (whereas brattus domesticus is commonly found brandishing a wooden spoon with alarming skill) , she dived into battle using her innate skills of speed, stealth, and downright sneakiness

She knew she would not win a head on confrontation with the paddle wielding Top, this fearsome weapon was one she had been on the receiving end of before, so she bided her time and consulted the Topless ones for advice....

After lengthy consultation, the fearless young warrior had a plan to put into action...

On a quiet evening, whilst The Top was tired following a long and stressful day ruling his domain and keeping The Files of Law happy and content, our heroine, for that is what she is, attacked.

She didn't go for the Orange of Wonder, no for the advice she had been given was quite sound (unusual for any advice given by a bunch of Topless brats), and instead she concentrated her efforts directly on The Top....working feverishly with all the skills she possessed, sacrificing her body for the greater good, until when her joints ached and her skin was marked with red patches and dusky bruises ... but it worked... for, boneless, The Top had shuffled away to the bed where his other prisoner was being held, and fallen into a deep contented sleep....

Quietly, so as not to wake the watchdog that guarded the entrance to The Study, and whose loyalty was easily swayed by the possessor of the best treats, she tiptoed through the hallowed portals and entered The Top's most sacred place.

The most precious and special Chocolate Orange of Wonder lay, unguarded, in the centre of The Desk... but beside it one of the most fearsome of The Top's arsenal of weaponry, The Lexan, lay. It looked totally innocent, it's clear surface unmarked, the wooden desktop visible through it.

But the warrior knew better, and approached that implement of torture as though it was the most venomous of snakes.

Carefully she sidled around the desk, narrowly avoiding kicking the metal bin beside the great leather chair, until she was able to reach over the desk and snatch her prize.

Swiftly she retreated to the lounge, passing the watchdog’s toy box on the way and snaffling an old rubber ball, about the same size as the orange. With care, she opened the box which contained the Orange Chocolate wonder, and extracted the globe of goodness. Millimetre by anxious millimetre she peeled the sticker sealing the foil covering of the sphere and extracted, finally, the object of all their desires.

She placed the chocolate globe on the side of the sofa, and swiftly re-wrapped the foil… around the old dog ball. As she began to return the sphere to its box, she heard from above, the unmistakable sound of the bedsprings moving, followed by the heavy footfalls of The Top as he crossed the bedroom. Then came the creak of the door.

For a second she froze in place, before shoving the ball home and closing the box. Sprinting from the lounge back to the Study, she dropped the now worthless package on the desk next to The Lexan, only shuddering slightly as her fingers grazed the edge of the cruel implement.

The footsteps were getting closer now. It was a time for drastic action. As she fled the study and retrieved the Jewel of most wondrous chocolate, she bent and woke the watchdog.

“Outside?” she asked, tugging slightly on the heavy leather collar it wore. The dog stiffly rose to his feet, shaking slightly as its long legs stretched out, and followed her to the door.

A deep and menacing growl sounded from behind her as she fled towards the kitchen…. The Top was awake… The Top was unhappy.

“I’m just letting the dog out.” Our heroine called as she flung open the back door. The dog scampered out into the darkness, her paws crunching over the frost topped snow.

Carefully, the young warrior opened the pantry door and placed the orange chocolate sphere into the box of sweet delights that rested on the shelf, where it fell into a large collection of similar festive confectionery, much from faraway lands where they gave their chocolates funny names, and strange mysterious ingredients.

She’d just closed the pantry door when a large bearlike paw reached for her.

“Back to bed, now.” It’s owner said menacingly as he pulled her back against him. Still holding her, he called the watchdog back into the house and closed the door to outside. Our heroine allowed herself to be steered without protest back out of the kitchen and up stairs to the bedroom where, as directed, she slid calmly under the duvet, into the centre of the bed and turned onto her side, facing away from the predator.

The other prisoner, who had slept through, sighed in his sleep and turned over, snuggling into her even as The Top, took up his position between her and the door to the room.

“Sleep,” the top commanded, turning to lay a heavy arm over both of his brats.

Our heroine closed her eyes, a small smile ghosting across her face as she quietly celebrated the success of her mission. There was only one down side, but that was easily fixed, as she bent her knees forward and laid her frozen cold feet against the Grizzly Top’s legs.

The growl was instant, but the paw that landed on her backside was only a warning.



So… how long will it take for The Top to notice his prize has been tampered with? Will our heroine give herself away?? Will the uncommon houseboy notice the chocolate orange sphere in his pantry and spill the beans… or eat it all himself? Will The Lexan be called into play?? Who knows what the future holds…….

Friday, 2 January 2015

The 2015 Knitting Challenge

Last year I resolved to knit an item each month in an attempt to start running down the rather large yarn stash I'd accumulated.  And it worked... to a point... I managed to complete 8 items, numbers 9 and 10 are still on the needles but should be finished quite soon.

Last year, all of my projects were gifts for friends, but this year I want to make it more about doing something worthwhile.

So, I have decided to knit hats, one a month, which will be donated in December to The Cathedral Archer Project, a day centre helping homeless and vulnerable people in my home town.

The hats will probably be quite simple, and made out of aran weight acrylic based yarn to make them easy to wash and dry if they get dirty or wet.

Those pictured are some of the hats I've made in the past for friends and family

I am going to try and post a picture of each hat as they are finished, with the basic pattern (or link to it if it's one I borrowed rather than made up.



Thursday, 1 January 2015

2014 Reading Statistics and favourites

A house made of books.... I could live there...
As last year the majority of the books read are M/M, but some more general crime and historical fiction.  There were also a small handful of F/F books.

Not counted in any of the statistics are the books read for research which this year included topics such as - Paris during the Enlightenment, Medieval England, WWII in Derbyshire, Women at War, Wolf Society and behaviour...

So...

Total books read (excluding short stories from the DRiTC event) - 217

Number of re-reads - 29

Total number of books read as per Goodreads (includes DRiTC event stories and other short stories but excludes re-reads) - 344


And now to favourites... and this is tricky... I've limited this to M/M books, not re-reads, and tried to stick to my top 5 (I may have cheated and picked a series or two).  All of these are from the 33 books I added to my favourites shelf on Goodreads this year (all of which have a rating of 4.5 (rounded up) or 5 stars.
 
Mahu Series by Neil Plakcy - I read books 2 to 5 in this series this year. Though not a traditional M/M romance - much more a gay mystery/crime story the stories show the continued growth of Kimo, the homicide detective as he comes to terms with being an out gay man in a difficult job.  I hope to read the rest of the series as soon as I can

The General and the Horse Lord by Sarah Black - I had this book and it's sequel on my Kindle for a while before I read it, but i am really glad that I got round to it.  It's very much a story of family and a lasting relationship against the odds and one I will definitely re-read

Red Heart Dirt Series by N.R. Walker - This is just a lovely series set in the Australian outback.

The Boy with the Painful Tattoo by Josh Lanyon - This was so worth the wait for the third installment of Kit and JX's story.  Seeing them now together, settling into their new home, with all the usual mayhem that Kit can provide was just wonderful.  Josh Lanyon really does continue to set a benchmark when it comes to cosy mysteries with an M/M twist.

When all the World Sleeps - Lisa Henry& J.A. Rock - this was a dark story with some very complex characters facing difficult situations.  The authors didn't take the easy route they could easily have done to give the MC's their happy ending, they really made them work for it which made for a tension filled story.


Special mentions have to go to Kaje Harper - for both Unjustified Claims - the third in the HIdden Wolves series (which continues to be one of my favourite shifter series) and for The Family We Make.  Jordan L. Hawke for the continuations in the Widdershins series which melds historical with paranormal and some real creepiness. The Morning Star series by M. Chandler - action adventure that doesn't take itself too seriously.  Bread, Salt & Wine by Dev Bentham, which is the final book in Tarnished Soul series  and finally probably the best YA GLBT book I read this year which was Under the Stars by Geoff Laughton.

Here's to lots more good books in 2015

Wishing you all....



May 2015 bring you everything you wish for